"My dreams are really near,oh yes ! i want to be with you here ,my dear!" ♥♥♥  WHO AM I AFTER A DECADE?? .....IS this land ,owned by me? well ho ho ho ....well see.......all i want is to capture your captivating eyes..and to hold your arms ......my death is nearer... im growing old... im dying so fast.. my heart weakens my whole system... is this real? or just a mere illusion?...... answer me..... my questions are still here............here..... and here......

                                                             

 MY FIRST AND LAST LOVE

The grounds of my sorrow, may reflect my tomorrow;

How could i say "hello"? if my emotions doesn't tell or show.

Is this what they call the crazy little thing called love?

I felt the sky is also in love and i want to fly like a dove.

The memories of my past will still here in my heart;

but the cupid really strikes me of the dart.

I may have the past but the love that i felt will never last;

Iknow you are the new and we will be the reason to lighten the contrast.

I am really over you, i hope my dreams will come true;

that you and i will be together,and we will live forever;

I know we both have the chemistry;the qualities of  the couple to be...

don't you like me?as your wife to be?...

Here i am, after a long years, i may now call you my dear, my love;

You are now mine ,and i am now yours, and i can really fly like a dove

and i can hold you or hug you,but now that I'm alone;

I can only bring flowers on the top of your gravestone.